An update for March... did you know that chemistry is evil?!

Hello everyone! A couple of weeks ago I had the most horrible week ever thanks to a certain subject...it that must not be named.... Grrrr so stupid, I even missed two lectures on metabolism because of it!! Labs used to be fun last year and now...they don't tell us ANYTHING they just expect us to know everything and do it all on our own. And the lab techncian is sooo stupid, she goes around yelling at people, she yelled at me 3 times during a single lab for nothing! Something to do with putting a pipette on the bench...(???) I was so upset. And then we had to write up our lab report and it was so hard and confusing, because nobody ever explains anything. So then I had to ask my friend to help me (he's a chemistry genius) but he was only free at the time I had my metabolism lecture, so then I tried to figure it out and researching on the internet but there was nothing (got up at 5am for 3 days in a row to do the stupid lab report) so then I started freacking out, so had no choice but to miss my metabolism lectures (2!!) so he could help me. I felt so guilty about that since it's my favourite subject... stupid stupid ________!!!!!

But it was even hard for him (!!!) so he said we should go and ask the chem lecturer so I reluctantly went with him and she was so nasty about it, not helpful at all and she was sounding like "how could you not know this blah blah blah its straight forward. Yeh right! Making us feel totally stupid about it. I was so mad!!!! If they actually bothered to explain things to us this this wouldn't be a problem...!!! :(!!!! Anyway, yesterday once again I missed my metabolism lecture, and was a nervous wreck but then I went at the end of the lecture to get the notes from the lecturer and she was really nice about it, I respected her for that, and she said I can come and see her any time if I didn't understand something or had any problems. See, biology lecturers are smart and nice and good!!! Unlike others... Grrr!!!!Well anyway, eventually I scribbled my way through that lab report (cursing it in process) and got rid of it as fast as I could. Grrrrr!!!!!!

It is at times like this when I look at my biology notes, sigh, and go "Good old Bio!!!" How much I love you!!!:):):) Thank goodness the week is over!!! To reward myself for all my suffering I spent the following weekend doing bio all weekend!!! Catch up on good old metabolism and cells!!! By the way we have a really awesome cells lecturer at the moment (the one we had before bored me to death) she is so fun, we played with balloons in the lecture, learning about cell apoptosis and necrosis!!!! (apoptosis is when cells die slowly and peacefully, like letting air out of a balloon, while necrosis is a cell dying like an explosion!! (POP!!)) We had that same lecturer last year for part of my reproduction paper. She is one of the very few female lecturers that are actually worth listening to! (generally I observed that male lecturers are more interesting than the female lecturers) So yes, this is what's been going on for me...

Did you know that in October I am going to have a celebration marking THE END of my evil subject career!!!!!! Yeeeehhhaaa!!!! After I pass my two EVIL courses, as of October 2007 I will never ever EVER have to do it EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is going to be the biggest greatest celebration EVER!!! :):):)